So I’m having this random late-night bout of bipolar emotion.
All of a sudden I feel incredibly overwhelmed and like nothing’s going right and everyone’s upset with me and everything’s hopeless.
I kind of want to cry, but it’s not bad enough that I’m actually crying yet.
I don’t know what brought this on. I was having a great day. Too much busy and roller-coaster happiness, perhaps? I think the MCR announcement might have been what did it. It’s a silly thing, but I’ve been in this weird ecstatic-anxious state ever since.
Anyway, I’m just going to take a warm shower and sleep it off and hope it goes away. I don’t think I even have the energy to read right now.